04/10/2005 - 8:37 p.m.

Why they think that making a large concrete tower look even more phallic by flooding it with pale pink little will raise awareness of breast cancer, completely escapes me.

Tho social conscience as a fashion statement is also baffling. This thought being occasioned by the fact I now have two arm bands round my wrist, a yellow Daffodil Day one and a pink breast cancer awareness one.

H and I have known each other for 2 years I just realised. I got some new photos from him, including some racy ones. About time and all after the shots of me he has had. He also put his web cam on the other day which just floored me, actually being able to see the expression on his face. I was hoping to get to talk to him yesterday or today but unfortunately his flat has imploded and he is having to move.

That has to be the worse thing about flatting - when it all suddenly collapses and none of the flatmates can stand each other any more.

This is getting unnecessarily random and has a large number of spelling mistakes/typos which I know are there but cannot figure out what the correct version would be.

Seeing as I have just done my yoga it must be time to grab a shower and then sleep

Bels