23/04/2008 - 6:39 p.m.

I'm trying to decide if I'm lonely or not.

I don't seem to see my on-line peeps much anymore. Life has got busy for them, or I'm not round at the right time anymore. And as for meat space people, don't make me laugh. I work on Saturdays, I don't get reliable breaks during the week and at the time I am up to do things (ie 2pm) they are chained to desks. By the time they are out I'm getting ready for bed.

I vaguely think about doing a club or something but again the time constraints of the hours I work and therefore need to sleep kick in.

Besides which at the end of a day at work, I don't want to deal with people.

Which makes thinking I might be lonely seem very stupid - seeing as I am saying I don't want to deal with people.

I also need to talk to the spouse about where we are going. Coz where we are sucks. The cat gets more cuddles than I do.

Just general blah
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